Santisanti's Journals

Fuck yes! I just got Fast Times at Barrington High

I opened my mail box, and saw the package. I screamed, "OMG!", and ripped it open. And inside, there was an autographed photo!!! Which means I was part of the first 500. I'll put up a picture later. But holy shit. I'm so happy I got it today.

Sunshine and Dirty Beaches

Well, tomorrow I'm going to Catalina Island with my singing/dancing group Karen's Kids. I have no clue why I like being in the group because I hate a lot o the stuff we do. Like, Camp Rock, Hannah Montana, Rihanna, Cheetah Girls, High School Musical. Yesterday at my practice, I hid behind a bush so I wouldn't have to do Camp Rock. I spend all day at Catalina tomorrow, doing stuf I'm not really fond of. This should be fun right?

hmmmm.... i think im going to kill myself

i really think about this a lot
but im 12
a lot more to experience in life
but my life sucks ass
why should i bother to live in it
my mom is a bitch
my brother hurts me a lot
my dad does nothing but is mean
i have no friends
if i make a new friend
i lose them in 4 days, becuz there are so many rumors about me at skool
my 1 friend true friend im not allowed to hang out with
i hate myself
sumone please come kill me

Okay, so like what the fuck

is going on with Panic!'s website. It's really weird.

Go to it. panicatthedisco.com

It's weird.

woah i just realized that.....

Two of the people in Metro Station are the older syblings to Miley Cyrus and Mitchel Musso from Hannah Montana.

I would have never expected that at all!!

I wonder what my weird Hannah Montana loving friends would say to this.......

ok so Sweeny Todd The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street

IS THE BEST BLOOY MOVIE EVER!!

and when I say, bloody, I mean BLOODY!

that movie had so much blood in it, but it was the best!! go watch it

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Okay, so today is Christmas, and I got hella sweet gifts. I think I'll share what I got.

I got:

Armor For Sleep: Smile FOr Them

Cute Is What We AIm For: The Same Old Blood Rush With A New Touch

Paramore: All We Know Is Falling

Pete Wentz Siganture Bass

some werid jewlery making kit

Emily the STrange Ear Muffs

some cool buttons

guitar strap and cord

a hoodie

HAHA YES I GOT MAH TICKETS!!!!!

HAHA!!! Yes! I got my tickets for the Really Really Ridiculously Good Looking Tour for the 2/15 show at The Glass House in Pomona!!!! I had the laptop on my lap, on the date ready to click BUY NOW, looking at the clock until 12:00PM. As soon as it changed to 12:00PM I clicked and bought my tickets!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HYPER AND EXCITED FOR THE LIKE 75 DAYS UNTIL 2/15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

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Cut

Well today, I cut my wrist. I don't know why I did it though. Like I always told myself that I would cut myself before I turn 20, and well tonight I did. My friend brought me a razor, the same one she used, and she first put the cut in. Like a grove that I could make deeper. After she made a grove on my wrist, I took it and pulled it and cut the top of my wrist. I didn't see any blood until after I put a wet paper towel on it. It didn't hurt. I think I'm going to re-cut it because I want the cut to always be there. It's a reminder of today. They worst day I've had this year. It's a memory cut. Thursday, I'll re-cut it. I don't know why, but I'd like to have it always there. Bye you guys.

-Kelly

Fuck I'm so going to be mad for the next sevral weeks.

Okay, so like I was supposed to be going to Fall Out Boy on November 27th, 2007, but no, I got in trouble so I can go anymore. I'm going to be mad at the whole damn world. Everyone might think thats so stupid, but to me it's important. I'm going to be begging my ASS OFF to go. Hopefuly I will go, though I probably won't, but I did enter a contest to win backstage passes and tickets to see them, maybe I'll win. If I go, you will definetly know, I'll be super happy and be talking about it for a while. If I don't go to the concert then my parents better be gettin me a freaking Sidekick LX for Christmas. So, good bye for now.